Sometime I really kind of envy on one of my best friend. He can be such a joker that everyone laugh at him and he doesn't really matter with it. I mean I don't know but he really has no limit how much or how far his joke can stretch. 1 thing about him that I really envy him, he can really bring laughter and smile to people around him (though of course some time I am his subject of his joke and that really turned off me.) Haha..
On the other hand, I am just a pathetic person. I don't know why but I think I can be made fun of but there is limit to it. And I don't get it why sometime it really pissed me off too. I understand that all those are just a joke but how many people can really understand a person's feel. I just don't get it. They treat me really like a topic and subject of joke. In other word, I am just a clown. I can't fit myself into any normal conversation except I am being laughed on. Hmmmm... This sounds pretty depressing. Well... What can I do? This is my only way of communication. I guess I really suit the kind of person who is emotionless and fierce looking guy. Haha... Just kidding, I think I need to be more serious in whatever I do. This should be one of the resolve that I need to have for my new age. Haha...
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