It's true that sometime human are being born differently from their mental all the way to the fate. However I have no idea that human can actually born with such a misery fate. Nothing actually ever get right for him. He spend most of his time to trying to improve his life and it become plunge down. Yeah.. If you are still wondering who is that? That person is actually me.
It seems that when I came to this World, I already owe plenty to them. Nothing in my life is going at the right track. I am bad at almost everything. This is what I have compile about myself that what I think is really crap:
Speaking English
Master none of my languages (compare to all my siblings)
Muscle aching at such a young age
Minor color blind
Hearing defect
Periodic nose bleed
Bad at relationship
Not very good with maintaining friendship
Sucks at socialising
Family that meets lots of challenge
Different from most Indonesian who came to Singapore
Born as the youngest who has less voice in the family
Allergy to alcoholic drinking
Speak too fast
Slow in reaction
Too easy being convinced
Always argued
and etc....
There are lots of them but right now I will just type this cause the more I type the more depress it will be. Haiz...
I am actually a person who just want to live as normal average joe but the harder I try the further I got. Is it really hard to be normal? I really do not want to become any person which have a great fate lays ahead or waiting for huge storm to stomp my life. This is seriously senseless for a person be so unlucky. From all those point I actually can derive, it's either I have been cursed or I am just jinxed. .....
WWWWAAAAHHHHH!!!!
1 comment:
omg seriously andi, you are not deprived of such a great life that god has given you. You don't realize when you said that you sucked at maintaining friendship that is bullshit because what about me. You were always there for me and you are the best friend i can ever ask for despite everything we've been though, you never failed your obligation towards me as a friend and a brother. I love you so much and it honestly makes me disapointed you see yourself like that. What i see is a a friendly gentleman that understands the meaning of true value in life and he has a lot of virtues that no man can fully live up to. You are kind and blessed to be the person you are and the negatives doesn't even appear because your too great that it'll outshine your negative aspects. You only deserve the best. I love you andi, don't live like this. There are people who are there for you honey and you need to wake up and realise you are loved and obviously by me. Thank you for being a great mate :P
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