This whole day went out with Saiful, my best friend who has my other half. What I mean by other half as in he is very lucky with his things while I am not. I guess that must have explained why we are so closed. Like what he said, "Two opposite poles, attracts each others". Err.. Don't get the creepy idea. This is a more to positive as in friend-friend relationship. Wakaka.. Well.. If as in why he is my other half, that I will explain some other time. Wakaka.. X)
Anyway today went to National Library to find some reference book on SDK programming. Well it's some IT things which I would not like to describe since it is very IT term which I myself also not very sure. Haha... So from there I actually wanted to borrow this book but it was located at Queenstown Library. So we are actually have no idea how to go. So we actually kind of give up the idea of going over. Then we went to Beach Road since Saiful wanted to "look" for his durable bag. Then near the bus stop there, we actually wanted to head to city. Then we saw bus 51 actually head to Queenstown MRT. So I thought might as well gave it a try and borrow that other book.
So we board the bus and alight at Queesntown MRT. Well.. We had to stop at Queenstown MRT first since my EZ link card had not credits. So we head back to the same bus stop where we alighted earlier and waited for the same bus. Since bus 51 just passed, so we thought of giving a try with another bus. First bus arrived, I asked the captain if that bus actually heading to Queensway Community Centre. Guess what he said? Ghim Moh, Ghim Moh. I was totally confused with his answer. So I just thanked him and got down the bus. The second bus captain was much nicer, he even reminded the earlier passengers to drop and directed them to the their location. Well, he did located for us where is the Community Centre first.
Initially when we went in to The Community Centre, it was like a haunted place. The front gate is totally shut except for the side door. We thought we might have went to the wrong place. So when we make out way to the entrance then we saw lives. However the library was not around. We went to ask this person, he told us that library is quite far and we need to cross the road and pass by hawker centre. Then I thanked him and leave and head to the main road. When we reached at the junction. We had 2 ways of crossing the roads but either 1 of them we could see the hawker centre. Then we asked nearby passerby to lead us the way to the library.
He pointed to this block across the road and told us that it is just behind the road. So I thanked him again and cross the road. Upon reaching behind the block, we saw 2 churches but there is no hawker centre in sight or the library. At that moment I already felt so cheated by those 2 people. We almost gave up but we saw the hawker centre behind the church. Walked all the way down and yet there is no building that has this library looks or the feeling of a library. Then I asked again a customer on the hawker centre, he pointed that we must cross the road. So I thanked him and cross the road. When we reached the library. It looks very torn down at the outside but the inside looks surprising new. I was like "WOW! Don't ever judge a book by it's cover". Though it was not really superb, it looks pretty nice. However it was still kind of haunted since it looked kind of empty. Even when we reached the second floor, there was not seems to be any crowd at all. That library is really something. I have to said it but it really has the "best location". Haha...
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
The End
To the reader, you have the right to read this post but I will have you to agree that whatever you read in here is meant to be in here only. I do not care if you want to discuss it outside but I will not entertain with any question. Your tag in my shout box shall be deleted too. So if you agree then go ahead and read it.
This will be last post about her. I have decided to let go of her totally. So basically this post is dedicated to her only.
Seems like this really "The End" between us. All this long, I just want you to notice me but I guess I was asking too much. I have no one to blame since I was the foolish. I have to admit that you are really the most significant person in my life. I think I cannot love anyone as deep as this anymore. To be begin with, my feelings has never reached you even though I tried it so many times. If there is one word that can describe a feeling that is deeper than love, than that word will desribe my feeling for you.
It's started on Novemeber, I still remembered how I got to know you. I was folding napkin back then and I always felt that you are a person who has much arrogance in you but I was wronged. I always admire you from afar and I did not have that much gut to even approached you. You were the one who talked to me first. That conversation was short but it last for a long while. That was the first day I got to know your name.
Few days later near the end of the month, I was folding linen again when I saw you again. I told myslef that I will get your number for sure. I was even given 5 chances to ask you for it but I missed them all. It was sad but funny at the same time. You passed by me for 5 times and I could not even asked for your number. God must have been really patience with me.
2 weeks later, I get your number because you wanted to know more about RP. It was just nice before I went back Indonesia. I still remember that we talked on the phone as if we are talking face to face. We spoke from midnight til 3-4 am. I do not care if I really going back Indonesia tomorrow. That was the first time, when I really felt that your feeling has reached mine.
When I got back from Indonesia, we hardly talked since when I came back for few weeks and back to Indonesia again. Anyway, I was still very afraid in contacting you. I was too afraid that I might fall for you (Even though I did). So ever since then, I can only stand from afar and watched your shadow again. Though we did talk for a while when we are in M9 but it was fun. I get to know more and more about you.
So I had been denying my feeling for sometime. I had no idea why but I felt that God always blessed me. He never failed to create a chance for me. Not once or twice but plenty of them. There were time where I did not even know what is reality anymore.
I remembered there was once you invited me to a movie with your friends but I could not really remember the movie name. However I remembered the movie that I invited you to. It was none other than my all time favourite movie, Spiderman 3. It was clear on my mind that what we did on that day. We went Vivocity to watch the movies around 5 and the movie was a 4K digital. Then we went to eat at Hong Kong Cafe. I ate the cheese bake rice and you eat the instant Maggi noodle. Then afterward, I actually went to Tampines with you and we talked about lots of thing.
I dreamt about you once and it was so realistic. You called me to meet up and we hang out with your friends. Then your friends left and only left me and you. Now that I recalled, the dream is still clear on my mind. We met a Cine and just chit chat for awhile before your friends really left us. Though I still could not recall what your friend said, I figured it will be "Do not regret what you going to do" and you replied "I know". That was the first time I really hear a confession from you. I wanted to replied to your feeling to but I woke up. That was the most beautiful dream I have ever had and probably the worst nightmare since that was the day where everyhting started to crumble.
Soon afterward, I tried forgetting you but seems like you keep on appearing on my head over and over again. So I end up looking for a replacement but it did not work put well since I end up getting even closer to you.
So I started to become paranoid for what I have done. The fear of losing you keep on appearing on my head. However the fear did turn reality. I guess it was to be expected after all I was very extreme in what I do.
I wanted to meet you badly on your 18 birthday but I was too afraid. So I just came out with excuse not able and dare to meet you. So end up I only passed you a birthday cake and watched you left me behind.
Furthermore, all those craps that I send you on the New Year was the most extreme ever. I was too desperate of losing you. So I just being very emotional and sentimental disturb and sent you the message. I was not sure whether the message reached you since it was on New Year Eve and it was 5 pages long.
I went back Indonesia and showeed you to my friend. Show them the girl I really in love and madly with. I send you message and you replied. You told me that you sent me a message that wanted to ask me out. Up to this day, I have not receieved that message yet. Maybe you just wanted to comfort me or maybe you just wanted to make me happy or maybe you did sent the message but I really did not received it. Even my friend who send me a message, I received all of them when I came back to Singapore.
On my birthday, you said you wanted to asked me out. So I was very happy and this time round I wanted to become selfish. No more bullshit like "Nevermind, you got other friends that you can go out with beside me". No more such bullshit. So I was very looking forward to it. Yet on the day of meeting, you told me that you have a very bad stomachached that you going to hospital and your Mom was on the way to fetch you. I accepted naturally because I believed in you. You told me the following week, we were going to meet. That follwing never came. I even went all the troubled to follow your shadow to Clark Quay but seems like you already left. I told you that I was working in Robertson Quay and you called me. We talked and when you suggested me how to go from City Hall, I hinted you on purpose that you wanted to ask me out but you said "NO!". From that on, I know everything is over. I was just hoping too much. Too much that I crumbled on my own hope. Ever since then, I was hoping that you will contact me again. I waited days. The days become weeks and weeks become months.
Till now, I have not heard anything from you yet. I shaved my head in hope that you will take notice but seems like I was wronged. In the end this shave will probably the mark the end of everything between you and me.
I think you know that I love you that is why you are afraid of me. I know that existence very well myself. I guess I will probably going to regret for what I have done. I am not saying that God is cruel to me and I know that my fate has never been mine to hold. The reason why, I lost my phone probably not by any chance. It was a hint by the fate in my life to stop contacting you. Since to begin with, I was the one who contacted you the most. I think it was good idea that I lost your no.
"The End"
This will be last post about her. I have decided to let go of her totally. So basically this post is dedicated to her only.
Seems like this really "The End" between us. All this long, I just want you to notice me but I guess I was asking too much. I have no one to blame since I was the foolish. I have to admit that you are really the most significant person in my life. I think I cannot love anyone as deep as this anymore. To be begin with, my feelings has never reached you even though I tried it so many times. If there is one word that can describe a feeling that is deeper than love, than that word will desribe my feeling for you.
It's started on Novemeber, I still remembered how I got to know you. I was folding napkin back then and I always felt that you are a person who has much arrogance in you but I was wronged. I always admire you from afar and I did not have that much gut to even approached you. You were the one who talked to me first. That conversation was short but it last for a long while. That was the first day I got to know your name.
Few days later near the end of the month, I was folding linen again when I saw you again. I told myslef that I will get your number for sure. I was even given 5 chances to ask you for it but I missed them all. It was sad but funny at the same time. You passed by me for 5 times and I could not even asked for your number. God must have been really patience with me.
2 weeks later, I get your number because you wanted to know more about RP. It was just nice before I went back Indonesia. I still remember that we talked on the phone as if we are talking face to face. We spoke from midnight til 3-4 am. I do not care if I really going back Indonesia tomorrow. That was the first time, when I really felt that your feeling has reached mine.
When I got back from Indonesia, we hardly talked since when I came back for few weeks and back to Indonesia again. Anyway, I was still very afraid in contacting you. I was too afraid that I might fall for you (Even though I did). So ever since then, I can only stand from afar and watched your shadow again. Though we did talk for a while when we are in M9 but it was fun. I get to know more and more about you.
So I had been denying my feeling for sometime. I had no idea why but I felt that God always blessed me. He never failed to create a chance for me. Not once or twice but plenty of them. There were time where I did not even know what is reality anymore.
I remembered there was once you invited me to a movie with your friends but I could not really remember the movie name. However I remembered the movie that I invited you to. It was none other than my all time favourite movie, Spiderman 3. It was clear on my mind that what we did on that day. We went Vivocity to watch the movies around 5 and the movie was a 4K digital. Then we went to eat at Hong Kong Cafe. I ate the cheese bake rice and you eat the instant Maggi noodle. Then afterward, I actually went to Tampines with you and we talked about lots of thing.
I dreamt about you once and it was so realistic. You called me to meet up and we hang out with your friends. Then your friends left and only left me and you. Now that I recalled, the dream is still clear on my mind. We met a Cine and just chit chat for awhile before your friends really left us. Though I still could not recall what your friend said, I figured it will be "Do not regret what you going to do" and you replied "I know". That was the first time I really hear a confession from you. I wanted to replied to your feeling to but I woke up. That was the most beautiful dream I have ever had and probably the worst nightmare since that was the day where everyhting started to crumble.
Soon afterward, I tried forgetting you but seems like you keep on appearing on my head over and over again. So I end up looking for a replacement but it did not work put well since I end up getting even closer to you.
So I started to become paranoid for what I have done. The fear of losing you keep on appearing on my head. However the fear did turn reality. I guess it was to be expected after all I was very extreme in what I do.
I wanted to meet you badly on your 18 birthday but I was too afraid. So I just came out with excuse not able and dare to meet you. So end up I only passed you a birthday cake and watched you left me behind.
Furthermore, all those craps that I send you on the New Year was the most extreme ever. I was too desperate of losing you. So I just being very emotional and sentimental disturb and sent you the message. I was not sure whether the message reached you since it was on New Year Eve and it was 5 pages long.
I went back Indonesia and showeed you to my friend. Show them the girl I really in love and madly with. I send you message and you replied. You told me that you sent me a message that wanted to ask me out. Up to this day, I have not receieved that message yet. Maybe you just wanted to comfort me or maybe you just wanted to make me happy or maybe you did sent the message but I really did not received it. Even my friend who send me a message, I received all of them when I came back to Singapore.
On my birthday, you said you wanted to asked me out. So I was very happy and this time round I wanted to become selfish. No more bullshit like "Nevermind, you got other friends that you can go out with beside me". No more such bullshit. So I was very looking forward to it. Yet on the day of meeting, you told me that you have a very bad stomachached that you going to hospital and your Mom was on the way to fetch you. I accepted naturally because I believed in you. You told me the following week, we were going to meet. That follwing never came. I even went all the troubled to follow your shadow to Clark Quay but seems like you already left. I told you that I was working in Robertson Quay and you called me. We talked and when you suggested me how to go from City Hall, I hinted you on purpose that you wanted to ask me out but you said "NO!". From that on, I know everything is over. I was just hoping too much. Too much that I crumbled on my own hope. Ever since then, I was hoping that you will contact me again. I waited days. The days become weeks and weeks become months.
Till now, I have not heard anything from you yet. I shaved my head in hope that you will take notice but seems like I was wronged. In the end this shave will probably the mark the end of everything between you and me.
I think you know that I love you that is why you are afraid of me. I know that existence very well myself. I guess I will probably going to regret for what I have done. I am not saying that God is cruel to me and I know that my fate has never been mine to hold. The reason why, I lost my phone probably not by any chance. It was a hint by the fate in my life to stop contacting you. Since to begin with, I was the one who contacted you the most. I think it was good idea that I lost your no.
"The End"
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Fashion Shocked..
Woot!! And the bad luck continues...
The past 3 days I have been unlucky till something happened to me... So I will just go about my bad luck first.
After my 1 weeks spree of bad luck, fate did not let me go that easily. I was still unlucky as ever. My family called me and asked me whether I still had money left in my account. So I just told them that just transfer for my 3 months allowance but lesser it. Then they were wondering why I only asked that much. Then I just told them that I had been working for 6 days a week and will cover the remaining left. Then I got scolded by them for good. They told me that I came to Singapore to study not work and why I spend so much time for that. Surprising though they did not say that much when I was working in Hyatt for 6 days a week. I guess this is 1 of my unlucky spree.
I was told that my house owner was moving out of the house. So he thought of asking me along and joined them. They told me that they are going to move to Woodland nearby as well. So I thought it was a good idea. Then when I called my family, they told me not to move with him since it will be too expensive. After all, if I moved I need to pay the rental fee and on top of that I have to share the PUB bills. Then I have no idea how to tell my house owner. Crap...
The worse unlucky day ever. I took night rider home, I missed the damn stop of my place and overslept all the way till Sembawang MRT. I was very urgent and in need of toilet. There is no single transport available near there since it's still 4 AM IN THE MORNING!! I have to walk all the way to the main road to wave for taxi. There are so little taxi pass by and most of them are either hired or busy or even available it will be over at the next lane. Then at last there was taxi pass by, so I went in. Back then I felt like my bladder feel bursting soon. However, I keep holding on. When I reached Woodland, I still need to take my bike and pay the taxi 10 BUCKS!!! From Sembawang to Woodland, 10 BUCKS!!! I can't imagine it. Well.. I couldn't complain since I was very tired and in need of toilet. So I just rushed off and took my bicycle and rushed back home. Side note: Luckily my bicycle was not stolen since I left it there till 4 am. Then when I woke up, it was already afternoon. Then I rushed off and went to bath and took my bike and rushed too Woodland MRT and took cab to the place where I took my bike lesson class. Then the taxi driver, I took do not know where was the driving centre even though I tried describe as specific as I can. The first thing he did when we move for awhile was doing a round about at the main road of Woodland. I was like giving the-where-I-have-seen-that-school-before look. Then he realised that he was just turning around the circle. He also told me that he was new so if I wanted he could drop me at the taxi stand and let me go to another taxi. I was too pissed to say anything and just said nevermind since it will be a waste of time to return again. So basically, I missed my Trial Theory Test and late for my practise 5. After the practice over, the result evaluation is released. I have 2 immediate failure and only 10 point deducted!!! I could passed if not because of that stupid immediate failure. DAMN IT!!! You know the kind of feeling that is so very close yet so very far. AHH!!! Then I went to buy newspaper to look for new room. I could not find a single room for rental even thought the whole section is about rental and selling properties. So I just stuffed my newspaper into my bag and slowly find it at home.
Then I decided to cool my head at Causeway point. Then I passed by the barber shop and decided to cut my head. Since I have nothing to do and it was still 3. So I went to shave my head to no 0. It was kind of nice since my head feel like no burden at all. Then I went to Comic Shop, to look for new comic, my favorite manga was finally released in English. Then went I went to cashier and pay for my manga, I saw a game pad that I have been looking for. XBOX 360 Wireless Controller for Windows!! I was looking it for ages and I could not found it. When I about to leave causeway point, it was raining though not so heavy. I was walking under the shelter all the way till I near my bike, then somehow the rain lightened down and become drizzling and stopped. I was like cool. So I ride my bike all the way to home and when I reached my place, it started to rain again. I give another cool look. So I went to empty my bag. Then I while waiting for my computer to load, I flip the same newspaper and found room rental section. So I flip it to bookmark and then take a bath since I was under the drizzling rain. I went to sleep for a while, I actually manage to wake up on time. I went to test my game controller for a while. I was playing till so I forgot my time. It was still raining when I was about to go out and it was very heavy. So I just go ahead and took my umbrella. Surprisingly, I managed to remember that the floor would be wet and I need to wear my sandal instead. The thing about this is that, I always forgot my sandal when there was rain and in which my sandal will be wet. Even after have supper with my working colleagues, my bus came when we reach the bus stop. The best part was I fell asleep in the bus and I woke up on time for my stop.
Here is how my new look if you are curious...
The past 3 days I have been unlucky till something happened to me... So I will just go about my bad luck first.
After my 1 weeks spree of bad luck, fate did not let me go that easily. I was still unlucky as ever. My family called me and asked me whether I still had money left in my account. So I just told them that just transfer for my 3 months allowance but lesser it. Then they were wondering why I only asked that much. Then I just told them that I had been working for 6 days a week and will cover the remaining left. Then I got scolded by them for good. They told me that I came to Singapore to study not work and why I spend so much time for that. Surprising though they did not say that much when I was working in Hyatt for 6 days a week. I guess this is 1 of my unlucky spree.
I was told that my house owner was moving out of the house. So he thought of asking me along and joined them. They told me that they are going to move to Woodland nearby as well. So I thought it was a good idea. Then when I called my family, they told me not to move with him since it will be too expensive. After all, if I moved I need to pay the rental fee and on top of that I have to share the PUB bills. Then I have no idea how to tell my house owner. Crap...
The worse unlucky day ever. I took night rider home, I missed the damn stop of my place and overslept all the way till Sembawang MRT. I was very urgent and in need of toilet. There is no single transport available near there since it's still 4 AM IN THE MORNING!! I have to walk all the way to the main road to wave for taxi. There are so little taxi pass by and most of them are either hired or busy or even available it will be over at the next lane. Then at last there was taxi pass by, so I went in. Back then I felt like my bladder feel bursting soon. However, I keep holding on. When I reached Woodland, I still need to take my bike and pay the taxi 10 BUCKS!!! From Sembawang to Woodland, 10 BUCKS!!! I can't imagine it. Well.. I couldn't complain since I was very tired and in need of toilet. So I just rushed off and took my bicycle and rushed back home. Side note: Luckily my bicycle was not stolen since I left it there till 4 am. Then when I woke up, it was already afternoon. Then I rushed off and went to bath and took my bike and rushed too Woodland MRT and took cab to the place where I took my bike lesson class. Then the taxi driver, I took do not know where was the driving centre even though I tried describe as specific as I can. The first thing he did when we move for awhile was doing a round about at the main road of Woodland. I was like giving the-where-I-have-seen-that-school-before look. Then he realised that he was just turning around the circle. He also told me that he was new so if I wanted he could drop me at the taxi stand and let me go to another taxi. I was too pissed to say anything and just said nevermind since it will be a waste of time to return again. So basically, I missed my Trial Theory Test and late for my practise 5. After the practice over, the result evaluation is released. I have 2 immediate failure and only 10 point deducted!!! I could passed if not because of that stupid immediate failure. DAMN IT!!! You know the kind of feeling that is so very close yet so very far. AHH!!! Then I went to buy newspaper to look for new room. I could not find a single room for rental even thought the whole section is about rental and selling properties. So I just stuffed my newspaper into my bag and slowly find it at home.
Then I decided to cool my head at Causeway point. Then I passed by the barber shop and decided to cut my head. Since I have nothing to do and it was still 3. So I went to shave my head to no 0. It was kind of nice since my head feel like no burden at all. Then I went to Comic Shop, to look for new comic, my favorite manga was finally released in English. Then went I went to cashier and pay for my manga, I saw a game pad that I have been looking for. XBOX 360 Wireless Controller for Windows!! I was looking it for ages and I could not found it. When I about to leave causeway point, it was raining though not so heavy. I was walking under the shelter all the way till I near my bike, then somehow the rain lightened down and become drizzling and stopped. I was like cool. So I ride my bike all the way to home and when I reached my place, it started to rain again. I give another cool look. So I went to empty my bag. Then I while waiting for my computer to load, I flip the same newspaper and found room rental section. So I flip it to bookmark and then take a bath since I was under the drizzling rain. I went to sleep for a while, I actually manage to wake up on time. I went to test my game controller for a while. I was playing till so I forgot my time. It was still raining when I was about to go out and it was very heavy. So I just go ahead and took my umbrella. Surprisingly, I managed to remember that the floor would be wet and I need to wear my sandal instead. The thing about this is that, I always forgot my sandal when there was rain and in which my sandal will be wet. Even after have supper with my working colleagues, my bus came when we reach the bus stop. The best part was I fell asleep in the bus and I woke up on time for my stop.
Here is how my new look if you are curious...
Thursday, July 17, 2008
7 days unlucky...
Crap.. I am really jinxed. ARGGGHHH!!! How can there be anyone so unlucky? I mean seriously. FOR FREAKING 7 DAYS!!! Beat that. Well.. Lucky I didn't buy any lottery or else I will never win (though I still may not win if I am unlucky).
Anyway these are the series of events that happened to me for the whole 7 days
Well.. I guess can't be helped. All those are really me brought it to myself. First, why do I fail my RTT. Well.. It was because on that day, I have this severe headache due to skipping meals which is to save money. Then when I go home, I felt so tired and fell asleep. When I woke up, it was around 19:45. Then I rushed down to SSDC by a cab. When I reached at around 8.15, 1 of the invigilator didn't allow me to take the test, however the other said just let me be. So I just when to take my test. I spend 5 minutes figuring why I was not able to log in. Then I realised that my password is not my usual account but the 1 given to me. When I managed to log in, I was left with 30 mins. Then I just rushed it through. I was tired from rushing up the stairs. Though I managed to settle down after around 15 min. After the end of the test. There was this very big letter said "FAILED". Thank goodness, I still able to control or else I will have smashed the damn computer.
So the following 2 days, I helped my friends with her FYP. Well, it was because of her teammates that she need to redo everything. So out of my kindness I offered to help them. Then after done. She asked me to help her with her code. I was so frustrated with her code because what her teammate gave her was a copy and paste straight from the net. So I just helped them rush through their project for 2 days. I even missed my trial theory test because of this. Well.. Go ahead.. You can call me Mr Nice Guy.
Went out with my Indonesia friends for picnic. We play a couple of rounds for card game. I lost straight for God-knows-how-many rounds. I didn't win once until I actually change my position. So why am I jinxed here? Well.. Cause I chose a seat that keeps on making me lose until I chose to change with the person who keep on winning. >.<
It was near the night when 1 of my teammates sms me if there is any bug in our FYP system. I have gone through it once but I saw no error. Then on that time, I decided to add more student to request. That is when I saw my system error. I have to debug with my teammate who is tipsy near to drunk state. Luckily he can solve it or else I think I will not be sleeping that night. However when we solved the bug it was close to 5 already. And I was like half dead from all those lacks of sleep. Then I just send my project to my teammates and tell them to burn the project into cds in case I could not wake up. Then I sent the email without attachment!! I only realised when I woke up. Luckily I can wake up or else I do not know what going to happen.
I wakes up quite early so decide to have a big breakfast. So I went ahead and eat my cereal with milk as usual. Initially, I felt that the milk actually tastes a bit of different but I neglected it. Then when I to drink 1 more glass to finished the milk and that's when I saw... MY MILK EXPIRE!!! Yeah, as what it expected it to be. I have diarrhea for the whole morning till afternoon though it subside near to night time but there was no way to describe how hard I fought the war on the toilet. WAKAKA..
Then went out with my friend and pass by POSB bank. Thought of signing up for POSB mastercard where I can shop online. Then didn't expected it that I need to have passport. The passport is nevermind since I could always go back but they want my old passport ID. That is totally impossible for me to get since I did not have it anymore since my passport no change every time I renew it. So how can I find my passport ID if I had changed my passport for almost 3 years.. -_-
My another friend pass away again. -_- Well.. I guess this is just part of life. They live in me and they die in me. But afraid not.. She will always be remembered. Goodbye my friend whom I disappointed with. You actually go faster than I thought.
So all of this jinxed.. This is the worst. Fri, Sat, Mon and Tue, I took taxi to Clark Quay because I was very late because of FYP. So, Every ride costs me around 25 so for 4 that will be S$100!!
Anyway.. Actually all these jinxes are based on my characteristic. So that is why is hard to be Andi when all he has are such a lousy characteristics. However, I do enjoy being me after all, I have no 1 to love except myself. Haha.. >.<
Anyway these are the series of events that happened to me for the whole 7 days
- Failed my riding theory test and need to repeat again
- Helping my friend to do coding all the way till 5 am
- Still helping my friend do coding till 5 am
- Lost card games in a row
- Debugging my final year for the last minute till 4 am close to 5 am.
- Cannot sign up for POSB mastercard and drink expired milk
- Lost a friend
Well.. I guess can't be helped. All those are really me brought it to myself. First, why do I fail my RTT. Well.. It was because on that day, I have this severe headache due to skipping meals which is to save money. Then when I go home, I felt so tired and fell asleep. When I woke up, it was around 19:45. Then I rushed down to SSDC by a cab. When I reached at around 8.15, 1 of the invigilator didn't allow me to take the test, however the other said just let me be. So I just when to take my test. I spend 5 minutes figuring why I was not able to log in. Then I realised that my password is not my usual account but the 1 given to me. When I managed to log in, I was left with 30 mins. Then I just rushed it through. I was tired from rushing up the stairs. Though I managed to settle down after around 15 min. After the end of the test. There was this very big letter said "FAILED". Thank goodness, I still able to control or else I will have smashed the damn computer.
So the following 2 days, I helped my friends with her FYP. Well, it was because of her teammates that she need to redo everything. So out of my kindness I offered to help them. Then after done. She asked me to help her with her code. I was so frustrated with her code because what her teammate gave her was a copy and paste straight from the net. So I just helped them rush through their project for 2 days. I even missed my trial theory test because of this. Well.. Go ahead.. You can call me Mr Nice Guy.
Went out with my Indonesia friends for picnic. We play a couple of rounds for card game. I lost straight for God-knows-how-many rounds. I didn't win once until I actually change my position. So why am I jinxed here? Well.. Cause I chose a seat that keeps on making me lose until I chose to change with the person who keep on winning. >.<
It was near the night when 1 of my teammates sms me if there is any bug in our FYP system. I have gone through it once but I saw no error. Then on that time, I decided to add more student to request. That is when I saw my system error. I have to debug with my teammate who is tipsy near to drunk state. Luckily he can solve it or else I think I will not be sleeping that night. However when we solved the bug it was close to 5 already. And I was like half dead from all those lacks of sleep. Then I just send my project to my teammates and tell them to burn the project into cds in case I could not wake up. Then I sent the email without attachment!! I only realised when I woke up. Luckily I can wake up or else I do not know what going to happen.
I wakes up quite early so decide to have a big breakfast. So I went ahead and eat my cereal with milk as usual. Initially, I felt that the milk actually tastes a bit of different but I neglected it. Then when I to drink 1 more glass to finished the milk and that's when I saw... MY MILK EXPIRE!!! Yeah, as what it expected it to be. I have diarrhea for the whole morning till afternoon though it subside near to night time but there was no way to describe how hard I fought the war on the toilet. WAKAKA..
Then went out with my friend and pass by POSB bank. Thought of signing up for POSB mastercard where I can shop online. Then didn't expected it that I need to have passport. The passport is nevermind since I could always go back but they want my old passport ID. That is totally impossible for me to get since I did not have it anymore since my passport no change every time I renew it. So how can I find my passport ID if I had changed my passport for almost 3 years.. -_-
My another friend pass away again. -_- Well.. I guess this is just part of life. They live in me and they die in me. But afraid not.. She will always be remembered. Goodbye my friend whom I disappointed with. You actually go faster than I thought.
So all of this jinxed.. This is the worst. Fri, Sat, Mon and Tue, I took taxi to Clark Quay because I was very late because of FYP. So, Every ride costs me around 25 so for 4 that will be S$100!!
Anyway.. Actually all these jinxes are based on my characteristic. So that is why is hard to be Andi when all he has are such a lousy characteristics. However, I do enjoy being me after all, I have no 1 to love except myself. Haha.. >.<
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Biggest screwed on my working days
Today I felt like the worst day in my life. First, I accidentally fell asleep at home (this is no big deal since it happened often to me).
Then when I was working, I was informed there is a new promotion. It's one for one beer but not applicable to all. I was not informed that not all customer are being informed about this promotion. On top of that, I assumed that the beer are needed to be cleared since most of the time, the certain beer brand are not selling well as other beer is.
So I went to tell the Caucasian customers regarding the promotion and they took total of 8 beers but only charge them 4 because it was 1 for 1 offer. Well as far as I remember when I start work for today, I was only being informed that there is a beer promotion one for one. THAT'S ALL!! So later on, when I approached to certain table for closing bill, the customer are asked me that there is a mistake on the bill regarding the beer. I was puzzled too. I went back to ask my manager and she informed me that not all customers were being informed. Only those certain customers that have received the sms from the Boss are being informed. Then she went on telling me about the profit and making a loss and then I realised that I have informed the Caucasian customers regarding the promotion. The worst part is most of the time, the Caucasian customer is willing to spend on their drink like beer. Then I get my lectured on and on.
Then after that, one of my colleague come and questioning about certain table's food and that they wanted to cancel the food since they have waited way too long. I was in a state of confusion from those lecturer that I forgotten that I was the one who took the order from that customer. And yes! The best part is my colleague question it when I got lecture from my manager. So you know what happen when fire being added fuel. Yes! That's what I get. On the spot, I already lost the momentum of working anymore. Doing such a simple mistake.
However there was something that left me wondering. I was sure that back when I received the customer's order, I passed to someone to copy for me the order since the B******* chef always complaining about my handwriting. Yes! He dislike me and despise me as well. So you reap what you sow. He did that to me and I did the same back to him. So you see, I will never submit my order if it is regarding his food. I also despise him, so I only speak to him necessarily like if there is no kitchen assistant around. I will never buy food if he is the one that cook unless, it is leftover and untouched by the customer than I will eat.
Anyway back again, I was very sure that I passed the order slip to someone then I went on and do my own stuff. However I can't remember who was it so I just took the blame. I guess maybe I really have forgotten about it. Anyway customer cancel the order and I was blamed for affecting the chances of hitting the incentive. I guess never mind. Human makes mistake time to time so this prove that I am a human.
However the tough thing is being a man. What is it really takes to be a man?
Well... My answer is simple. Protect one's pride and uphold one's ego. These are actually in every man but they just expressed it differently. That's why I said man is simpler creature than woman because of woman's randomness that makes some men do not understand the woman.
Sucks....
Then when I was working, I was informed there is a new promotion. It's one for one beer but not applicable to all. I was not informed that not all customer are being informed about this promotion. On top of that, I assumed that the beer are needed to be cleared since most of the time, the certain beer brand are not selling well as other beer is.
So I went to tell the Caucasian customers regarding the promotion and they took total of 8 beers but only charge them 4 because it was 1 for 1 offer. Well as far as I remember when I start work for today, I was only being informed that there is a beer promotion one for one. THAT'S ALL!! So later on, when I approached to certain table for closing bill, the customer are asked me that there is a mistake on the bill regarding the beer. I was puzzled too. I went back to ask my manager and she informed me that not all customers were being informed. Only those certain customers that have received the sms from the Boss are being informed. Then she went on telling me about the profit and making a loss and then I realised that I have informed the Caucasian customers regarding the promotion. The worst part is most of the time, the Caucasian customer is willing to spend on their drink like beer. Then I get my lectured on and on.
Then after that, one of my colleague come and questioning about certain table's food and that they wanted to cancel the food since they have waited way too long. I was in a state of confusion from those lecturer that I forgotten that I was the one who took the order from that customer. And yes! The best part is my colleague question it when I got lecture from my manager. So you know what happen when fire being added fuel. Yes! That's what I get. On the spot, I already lost the momentum of working anymore. Doing such a simple mistake.
However there was something that left me wondering. I was sure that back when I received the customer's order, I passed to someone to copy for me the order since the B******* chef always complaining about my handwriting. Yes! He dislike me and despise me as well. So you reap what you sow. He did that to me and I did the same back to him. So you see, I will never submit my order if it is regarding his food. I also despise him, so I only speak to him necessarily like if there is no kitchen assistant around. I will never buy food if he is the one that cook unless, it is leftover and untouched by the customer than I will eat.
Anyway back again, I was very sure that I passed the order slip to someone then I went on and do my own stuff. However I can't remember who was it so I just took the blame. I guess maybe I really have forgotten about it. Anyway customer cancel the order and I was blamed for affecting the chances of hitting the incentive. I guess never mind. Human makes mistake time to time so this prove that I am a human.
However the tough thing is being a man. What is it really takes to be a man?
Well... My answer is simple. Protect one's pride and uphold one's ego. These are actually in every man but they just expressed it differently. That's why I said man is simpler creature than woman because of woman's randomness that makes some men do not understand the woman.
Sucks....
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