Monday, May 26, 2008

Stay On...

Hmmmm... After worry so much, seems like I have been cheated by my manager.

I GOT MY PAY RAISE!!! YEAH!!! My pay increase my 50 cents yet my monthly pay increase by hundred. Haha.. So I have need not to quit my job. However, I need to find another job soon so that I can push my pay higher. But first, I need to make sure my Final Year Project is completed and I have obtained my bike license. Hehe...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Indonesia Serial Spree!!

I have to admit it. Indonesia show is really great. Haha... I am so addicted to it. Yes!! It. Just 1 show though. Hehe.. Most of the show that shown in MNC (Starhub's cable tv channel). Well, this is also the only show I managed to catch since I have school in the morning and work at night. So it will be right on time for the show to be aired when I reached home.

This show is none other than "Sumpah Gue Sayang Loe"(I swear I like you). To be honest, the storyline is kind of good and twisted. The acting is very unrealistic but I just love it. Haha.. Too bad for those who cannot understand English. If you can understand Indonesia and have Starhub Cable Tv, you should consider getting the MNC channel (I am not promoting Starhub since I am not receiving a single cent for doing this).

This is the main theme of the show:
NIDJI (The band name) - Hapus Aku (Erase Me)
Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku
(Write down all your sadness
Which you can't expressed
And we shall discuss it with my heart)

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta
(Throw all the poems
between two of us
You killed him with something
which I called it love)

Reff: (Chorus)
Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…
(Make me sure God
That she is not mine
Let the time, Time
Erase me)

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…
(Make me realise God
That she is not mine
Let the time, Time
Erase me)

The song quite cool right. I love it as well.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Why Working So Hard For?

This is kind of disappointing. I have been thinking that if I to work in Shunjuu, I can enjoy it more. After what I have been told by manager, I am very disappointed.

I was told that if I cannot improve my performance, then I was not allowed to take order. If I can't take order then there will be no pay rise. This is TOTALLY BULLSHIT!!! In the first place, I was not allowed to take order because my handwriting is sucks. The F***** UP Chef always complain about he can't read it. So what's the point of working so hard when in the end I can't write. Even if I was able to write, it will still be re-write by others. So what's the point of working hard when there is nothing to sow in the end.

I am very pissed. Previously, I was told by passing a certain test that I need to take, there will be a pay increment for me. After study for so long, I was test. I F****** memorise the note line by line and know the theory as if it was at the back my hand. Then I when I was test, it was based on practical. I have let that go and now I was told that I will not get my pay increment.

Luckily, the pay day is neear. If I really not going to get my pay increment then I will really F****** quit that F****** job. WHAT F***** UP!!!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

What Is It Mean To Be Average?

From previous post, I have been thinking very hard what does it takes to be average. So after thinking for few days. I finally found my answer.

This is what I felt about being average. Being average mean:
you have to make the special people their days.
you have to be the same as others.
you will not have an extraordinary life.
you will not have a perfect life.

So being average is not easy after all. That is why I can't be average. I was destined to live a life of the unordinary.

Talked about destined, there is no such thing as fate is in the hand of individual. This thing which we called fate is something that has been with us since we are brought to this Earth. And yes when I mean Earth is when your father and mother started their industry of human making. So you see, what you doing now is not a mere coincidence but things that has been planned. We are like a chess pieces that being move but the difference are we are moving simultaneously and there are more than 2 colours. This is just random thought from me.